havent posted anything ages! well what to do! Bumpy is being a surprisingly calm kid and there isnt much to say! i THINK i have started feeling a l'il movement, but its far too inconsistent for me to be sure! my backache is also pretty much in control though not always comfortable.
Folks are very excited to have me back home, to have our square complete! I am happy too! But i do miss Mayunk terrible and the thought of beinmg away from him for so long is kind of daunting and pulls me down... i am sure i will be ok soon and get used to it! and ofcos start enjoying my stay fully! :)
now i can relate to my mom who said she always wanted to come back home ASAP from anywhere, even her maika... i used to think what kind of a woman doesnt wnat to spend months at her maika getting pampered! but now that i have had a home of my own that i have come to run and love equally shared by Mayunk, i can understand the sentiment perfectly! :)
then comes the issue of choosing a new doctor! my doctor in bangalore, Dr. Sudha Ramesh is absolutely brilliant! i dont know about her skill levels or fame, but she always make me feel comfortable. she never panics and rather calms me down on rarae occassiona that i may seem to worry! and that i think is a hallmark of a great doctor! now the doc i am supposed to go to, i have met him coupla times earlier when i took second opinion when iw as having trouble conceiving!
he spelt paranoia esp in the first meeting making me feel as if i was ridden by incurable AIDS! and mayunk felt the same way. but after all the research, the final judgement is we should go to him! and both Mayunk and me are VERY apprehensive. Obviosuly! its very difficult to wash off that experience! yet my folks are quite keen that we start afresh, since as a doc he is the best!
then what is best really? someone who is the most accomplished or someone who is good at their work and make you feel good??!!
as a first time pregnancy which has been surprisingly calm inspite of PCOs which bring a host of issues with them, i guess everyone is wondering if it will be equally quiet during later stages also... and if it isnt gonna be by any god forsaken chance, they want the mosyt skilled doctor to take care of me, civility be damned!!
i am still battlinmg with my apprehensions of seeing him! and the fact that M feels the same way makes it double difficult! what i have now decided is to meet him once in any case. If i get similar jitters, i will insist on someone else who doesnt make me panic unnecessarily!
Bumpy, sweeatheart, i still cant feel you move much! that kinda worries me at times. Hope you are doing good and enjoying your stay! pray that the new doc doesnt continue to be the ogre he has been in our past experience! :p
Love ya lots n pots!
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