am back after a loooong hiatus! well am back in office which means internet access without having to beg hubby for his laptop @ home!
i know! i know! you are wondering what kind of a mother IS she?? she hasnt mentioned seperation pangs at all and is harping on about getting 8hrs of non-stop internet access!
well! ofcourse i AM worried! i am scared and anxious! i have always said that sitting at home isnt an option for me, not because i have a great career going, but simply because i enjoy my time out in the sun (even if its seen only from office window) and that little money i earn makes me feel a lot better! :)
today is day one and daddy o has sweetly agreed to work from home to make sure i am not in tears and feeling miserable! :D i am sure its a matter of time when i will get comfortable with the idea of leaving our 5month old Kabir with his favourite Rajamma. everytime i worry too much, i look back on my childhood! my mom was always working and my brother and me turned out just fine! or so i would like to believe! so CubbyR (his daddy's creation) will do super too!
amen!
on the other hand i feel oddly misplaced in my office! the fact that my place and system has been given away doesnt make it easier! i feel as if its my day one in new work place! soon i will get back into the familar groove and it will be asif i had never gone away!
so whoever is reading this... just say a little prayer for us! :)
11 comments:
how was day 1?
I can see you used at least some of your 8 hrs of non-stop internet access! LOL!
But otherwise, how did CubbyR fare? And DaddyO? too bad only the Moms have the boobs, the dads should have had it too. Would have made things so much easier.
If Rajamma is nice, its ok...am still searching for my Rajamma.:-(
oh hey!!
well rajamma is nice to the point of spoiling the brat horribly!! but lesser evil!
how do you manage wo your rajamma then>> who is taking care of the sonny boy??
First time here. Its good that u have a reliable help to take care of the baby.
Congrats on your first day back. I'm dreading the day I head back to work too. It's going to be so touch... it's already giving me the heeby jeebies.
TO - yeah its good to have her! and apart from that you HAVE to trust someone to an extent! :)
sqiggles mom!! i know how scary it is!! its not just about being worried about the baby! they usually do fine! but faltu guilt we keep feeling! today kabir was awake when i left and my heart broke to leave him! but then hey, its a choice i have made and am sure it will work out just fine! :D
Hey girl! A very happy New year to the 3 of you. I got your sms , but was in Kerala, so didn't respond back, forgive me!
Little CubbyR makes a world of difference to your new year, doesn't he? Sigh! I wish Sonny boy was a baby again...May 2008 bring loads of wonderful, huggable memories, dearie.:-)
I'm sure you will be just fine and not so anxious. Its just a matter of time! Since you are faring much better than I did when I resume working. :)
Post some pics of your lil one soon!
jlt!
thats okie! hopefully i will get to see you guys this year! :)
Nm: and how did you fare when you got back to work?? how old was your l'il one?? he was sleeping when i left today! so it wasnt so difficult!!
cheers!
abha
I had tears in my eyes when I left. He was awake and after hugging him I gave him to his Dadi. He was just about 3 months. I started going full time intially then had to request office to let me work from home half day and thanks to our CTO, they let me.
am glad you got option of working from home!! :) are you still doing that?? i dont have it! i jsut step in later than others! lets c how things go! :)
On Cubby's 13th month birthday, I re-read this most important of all posts and realised that gee, a lot of people must have said not little prayers for us. Time to thank all of them, who made this return to office so painless for Cubby, his mom and his pa. Followed by a big-teeka thanks to his favorite "amma". God bless her!
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